We both have extremely developed physiques, and we praise and congratulate each other for it. We have a very interesting relationship, you see, because we both are really into training. This time we continued to talk more about what we thought about each other. The day progressed and we moved the party into a day disco.
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Lots of rubbing of the back and what not, and that which I allow him to do, because he is my friend, and we respect each other. He started getting affectionate like he always does. We went out this weekend for a daytime party. Our friendship actually strengthened after that night. I told him I understood where he was coming from, but that I was not really interested in exploring that side of my sexuality because I would then have to unnecessarily re-examine myself because I really have no desire to explore that side. I had made no decision, however to explore any sides of that for myself. I was glad to understand where he was coming from.
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But he also said that that is just a sexual side of him, and that in the end he does want a wife, children, etc. He described that as a kid he and another friend would perform oral sex on each other. He opened up and told me that growing up as a child he was sexually abused and that in turn made him explore his sexuality in the homogeneous way. But we have decided not to do any labelling.Īnyway, after that night, the next day actually, he dropped me off at home but before he did we went to the park to talk about what the hell had just happened. So, this all sounds very homo erotic, I know. I have never had any experiences of this nature. Then he actually motioned for me to go into the toilet stall with him, grabbed my wrist and tried to bring me in but I told him no. It really wasn't because I knew that it had little to do with what I really am.
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I didn't feel uncomfortable, and I also did not want to make him feel like he was doing something 'wrong'. I looked at him and laughed, but didn't think anything negative. I started taking a piss and then he came to the urinal beside mine and took a gander. But at one point in the night we went to the washroom. We opened up to each other in such a deep way that I knew that his actions would not affect my sexuality or make me question anything. I laughed about it but I really did not mind. So it's cool.ĭuring that night he became more and more affectionate and was hugging me and rubbing me and even grabbing my ass. We are comfortable enough with each other that I was just like, you know what, this guy is my friend, and this makes him happy, and I don't mind. Being as open minded as I am I let it be. He was rubbing my back alot and just kinda holding me close. Then we started motor mouthing and he started to open up and was becoming VERY affectionate. So anyway, the first time we actually went out together, we decided that we would get high on some MDMA. We've worked out together, and shared good times and most importantly, spiritual philosophies. We clicked and started chilling more often.
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We don't judge each other and we've shared stories that we have never told other people. We speak of deep things and of all things. We started hanging out and quickly developed a deep connection. Yet at the same time after this experience I know that my nature is 'straight'. I am a straight guy, but I know that by 'nature' there is no such thing. I've never kissed a person of the same sex. But it was a fairly intimate kiss, and yes, there was some tongue. Well, I don't know if 'made out' is the best way to describe it.